TayDeMin.
It been a month since you depart.
How's life above?
Just to let you know, no one had ever forget you.
Hope you are in peace now.



For those who had their dear one passes away, rmb, '' Forget how they pass away, rmb how they were on earth.''
They are now in heaven , free from suffer.=)

Set Off,From Where We Sent You to.

A day had soon passed.
people come and go,paying their last respect.
Demin,did you see the amount of people who came?
Those are people who cares about you.
Those people had came to see you for the last time.

The holy monk gave their prayers.
hope this provide you a safe journey throughout.

Hours & hours,
The time for you to set off was here.
We gave you the last grand respect as we gathered under the same roof,
and pray ahead for you.

Follow up, your casket was held by the hand of your brothers.
Zhengyan,Junyan,Cedric,Sotong,YongQuan and more.
and the rest was in prayer.

As the door closed, many cries pierced through the atmosphere.
&
We all follow behind the van, 
to send you off your last journey.


Distance we miled,
and poem we shouted,
to give you the last&most memorable journey of your life,
As you headed to mandai for cremation.

Mandai was a long way,
but all of us kept our mind occupied with memories of you,
and the journey seems a stone throw.

You reached the hall,the monk gave you the last prayer
&
we gave you the last 4 bows you deserve.

The most upset and torturing part arrived,
as you were push into the flame room.

we watched your coffin,slowly entering it.
again,
All of us cried,as we all cant bear to leave you.

Demin, i know it's hot.
but bear with it, cause after this, you will be free from pain.
&now,
You are a freeman at last.

All of us,with a wet face covered with tears board the bus back .

On the way, i saw 'Downtime' upon Upper Thomsom street.
It just reminds me of the time we had our fun and fights.
My tears rolled down again and more.

Demin,We had send you through your last journey, 
and it time for you to set off from where we stopped.

Put down all your worries and fustration.
Carry on.
You will always be in our heart.
Never will we forget you.

Demin, I Love You.

Hope you will appeared in our dreams to tell us that you are fine.

Every people out there,
lets take a little of our sleeping time,to pray for Demin.
Hope that he is doing fine in the netherworld.
cause you know, he will be the one we miss in the reality world.

Demin,You will always be in our heart.

Always.

Rest In Peace, My Friend. 
TayDeMin / ManMan.

Well, Blog is dead. Now it's alive.
How i wish life like that. but i know it never happen.
Cause today,
A familar face has gone,
A pair of eyes is never gonna blink again.
A mouth that never gonna speak again.
A pair of ear never gonna hear again.
& A friend of mine has gone to neverland,& never will he come back agian.

My GoodFriend , Demin / ManMan,  has past away.
It was only yesterday, we met, and we talk and we play.
& today, you are gone. 
How rude of you to be gone without bidding a goodbye.

You had any idea how much we miss you when we know we never gonna see you again?
You had any idea how sad we were when we see you lying motionless on the bed?
You Had any idea how lost am i when i hardly recongnise you when i see your face so pale?

Rmb the time?
We went escape,play go-kart like no-one business.and we almost whack the mother fucker who pointed me a middle finger along with denny, gerrold and jiawei and all.
We went denny's BBQ,and Zhengfeng got drunk and we played him.
We got into fight, although we are outnumbered, we put on a good fight and you came to my rescue when you see i'm dropping.
We did something real silly at the bishan carpark at midnight 3.
We played the game R.O.C.K rock,and act like coachroach.
We create a gang called 00linkinsiao.
We gave a hell of a beating to the cacausian who bullied joanna.
And those night life together seems all so unforgettable.

ManMan, do you rmb?

I beg for you to answer me, when i was talking to you.
I wish for a second life of you.
but i know my request are redundant
.
 knowing now you are up in the heaven to enjoy your life above, it does relieve me alot.

I will always remember you, always remember the time we had together.
Never will i forget you.

Everything just so sudden, and it hard for me and the rest of us to adapt life without you.

All we can do was to miss you,think of you, and pray for you.

Hope that in your next life , life turn to be a better one.

&if i'm able to choose my friend again, you will still be the one .

I really miss you, ManMan.
but i know there's nothing i can do, but to pray for you.

Hope you get to see this,and realise how much we missed you.

People,Let pray for this very hard-will individual to Rest In peace.

Let wipe off our tears, and be strong.

Let not remember how he past away,
but to remember the time he were here with us.


You will always be my best brother.
ManMan / TayDeMin.

Rest In Peace
&
I Miss You.

In Loving Memories Of TayDemin,
1990-2008.

Damn it,I'm Insane.
Take away the pain,
Take away the hurt.
Baby, we can make this work.

I think it never fair, for me.

When i learn to let go  of what i held previously,
What i held presently let go of me.

i don't blame you for letting go of me,
i blame myself for not being able to let go earlier, and cherish the present.

Oh cool, i realise i didnt blog for like 3 days.
never mind, i love doing stuff in one shot,
so here we go!

9th of June.
alright, as usual, went down central for my dinner, meet leonard and Zhengyan plus kyle.
had my wonderful dinner, and surprising news came.
congrats ZY, you are allow to keep some kids for yourself.HAHA
congrats kyle, welcome to the family.=D
Ate alr, had some dota game and we set off to kyle's crib with ZY. Gave kyle some briefing on his stuff and jw and ken came.
so we decided to go to ZY's crib as both mum and dad were overseas!
reached there, saw fatty karen as she is back from his thai trip
so talk cock, play, watch tv, fool around. trick ppl, and fantasy.=D
end up, everyone finding a cosy corner and fell asleep.
woke up, eat our breakfast and we are rdy to go home.
It was then karen came out with a powerful idea, and was the help her keep her laguage back to her crib.
well, seeing her helpless, plus she brought me a nice tee, me , senyang, jw send her bacck.
i swear, the cab driver defintely spoilt our good morning.
he couldnt even understand our instruction!
ask him stop, and moved, and letting the meter jump like no one business.
fine.
got home, took a bathe, and i off to sleep.=D
10th of June
woke up pretty late, stand by and get everything ready and i'm off to meet cathy tan xueqi.
damn long never meet her alr.
so we set off to PS! and watch kungfu panda.
and i tell you, that show was hell of a hilarious one.
from the start, you can laugh till the end.
well, finish your movie, tot of heading back central to have our meal.
but on our way back, we passes by newton circus and we decided to stop to eat.=D MUNCH MUNCH.
ordered stingray and omelette.
i tell you, it damn full, the serving was very big.
ate, and eat, and ate and eat.
it's alr midnight, so took cab home.
send her home, and i'm off to my bed!
well, couldnt sleep, so went down CF's house along with senyang and kyle.
as usual, fool around there.
left there about 4 am and this time, i fell asleep the moment i reached home!
11th of June.
woke up at 2 pm. brush my teeth, change my gear, and i went down to the open space downstair to skip.
done with 2 sets. 1st sets of 3 min non-stop skipping, and 1 sets of 1000-times skipping.
damn sweaty.bathe and everything, meet zy and co at radiers.
had my dinner with ZY, and meanwhile, kyle,noelle, karen, kenneth,kiat ,leonard came.
Had a great talk on sex, and virgins .LOL.
then karen head off to work and we proceed with dota game.
meanwhile of dota game, noelle and leonard when home.
After dota, zy went home and the rest head kyle house.
met orhpeh's son(senyang) at there.slack and talk cock.
and jiawei and joyce , genesis came.
had our supper at KPT.
Then we are off to Downtime for another around of dota.
Really enjoy myself there.
Bus-ed home with ken, genesis and kyle.
and i here to blog!!!!!!!
alright, i'm freaking tirred now.
it alr 7 .30 in the morning.
my bed is calling for me.
nights everyone!
i mean good morning!


The Reign Of Final Chapter,
The Battle For The Last Stand.

somehow i feel, the feeling no longer the same like it use too.

All hail,
Bands Of Brother,
Always Standing Tall.

Alright,Alright,
today is also another day, which like every other day.
Well, woke up pretty late and i on my com and start doing the routine checks eg.msn,friendster,blog and blah .
Then end up meeting xiangyang!
poor xiangyang, it time for you to get over diane.
had my dinner and we went over for DotA.
After, kyle came and we went to hub to shop for kyle bag.
kyle saw one that catches his eye, and when i saw the bag , i was like, wasnt that njw bag?
after that, we acc xiangyang to wait for his bus ride and we set off to 728 to find zy and co.
talk cock, drink and eat. 
then, zy got jammed, then we sat down and talk about the up coming events while leonard had his meal.
Then, soon, we went big mac and saw liangxiang and co, chill at there awhile, then leonard ancd chen yao go first as they got something to do,then off we go to fountain!
cos baby and michi ,co. was there, so wanted to see baby awhile saw went over.
chatted abt how LOK aaron can be, and we fool around and yihua came and javier was looking at me, praying me that i wouldnt disturb.
LOL.
but praying never seems to work.
LOL.
then bid baby goodbye, and went kyle house to eat his ah ma's BA ZHANG.
i tell you, its motherfucking nice.
then slack and play at kyle's house .
then acc kyle buy his cigs and i went home. 
and i'm here to bloggggggggggggg.
okay, so i blog and blogged.
=D

OH GOSH,i miss baby much eh.

okay, i want sleep already.
NIGHTS . =D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D

i still believe when you says, it another perfect day.
without you.

As the rythm goes,
One dot Two dot Three dot RED!

OH DEAR, I SKIPPED YESTERDAY BLOGGING SESSION.
OH - OH.
nevermind, today write longer.
=D
5th of june .
Well, i give a quick brief.
yesterday, went to school , and as usual , with the same old people.
and went off after school as they had lesson.
went home, slept till evening and i'm hungry!
so called up my DEAREST ngjiawei and he suggested to go TPY lorong 4 for kway chap.(it been a long time since i last ate that!)
went over, met genesis,glen , ken, and alwin.
Had our dinner and some talk cock session, man, it was so hilarious as we were talking abt ken-tan and ken-wong ciggs flicking fight.
Alright, bus-ed back to amk raiders for DOTA!=D
Then on the bus back, there's this old man, taking off his shoe and sleep in the AIRCONDiTIONED bus and guess what, the smell was even worse then the smoke attack in iraq! even ppl far from his sit cover their nose.
and hell of the god damn it, we were sitting like at his circumfence size.
well, since there's no way to get out of the smelly hell, we decided to join in the fun by disturbing the uncle in many ways and end up laughing like some mad dog.
LOL.
alright, then reach raiders, we had our x hero seige game and it end in 5 mins time , thanks to ken-wong.
alright, just nice, joe , babu, zhengyan and co. came in and we had our dota 4 v 4.
well, the game was a long one.
Afterend , we went to small S for supper and we met up with Zhengfeng and co.
Talk cock awhile and off am i to buy my miilk and go home!
That's all !was so freaking tired that i dooze off the moment i lie on my bed!

6th of june
i slept at 4 and woke at 8.
and damn, it was another restless night.
Well, reach school, and had my function test and i COPIED!
die.
die.
i'm a naughty student.
okay, who give's a damn? IT's BULLSHIT!
after school, went to watch open show at Block A and me and xiangyang went home while caleb go find his fren.
Reach home, met kyle and we set off to EXPO with babu,chenfeng alwin and senyang.and fuck, expo has nothing to shop.
fucking waste of my time and waste of my mrt concession.
CAUSE MY CONCESSION IS NO LONGER SECONDARY LEVEL!
and every rides count.
reached, and i receive a surprise sms from raymond.
then was thinking to find xiangyang at town but he left early cos he is not feeling well.
so we went to city hall for lunch.actually going to have our dinner at makansutra but it fucking packed so we went to the food court at marina square .
LOL, and guess what? i had kwaychap agian.
after eating, all of us went home as we are going chenfeng house later!
so i reach home, bathed and i'm here to blog!
now senyang in my house and he is bragging me to blog finish faster as he wanted to use friendster.
alright, here i'm off to change while he is here to use his fucking friendster.

CIAOS!

and i guess, i'm back with my shirt on.
and i miss CTXQ.


All hail,
Always Standing Tall

Ha, i'm here to post agian!
I'm a white sheet, I'm a white sheet.Free White sheet.
 alright, started off school with autoCAD lesson.Do some touch up and we were allow to go.
after that, met xiang yang and caleb to have our lunch and xiangyang insist to go koufu as he claim that elizabeth is there.
so we went over and eat.
while eating, xiang yang was busy spotting elizabeth and at the same time saying her is the limelight of everywhere.
and i know it's bullshit.
ate alr, walk around school, see food fair and cheerleading cum fashion show.
as usual, xiangyang was stil spotting for elizabeth, and caleb was babe hunting but i got no interest in either one.
Feeling abit moody, perhaps maybe i had 2 hour of sleep only.
After that, went lecture.listen to some impt points for common test and off we are allow to go home, cause teacher cancel e learn lesson.
Went south garden to buy bubble tea, and we set off to garden for a smoke.
talk cock there, smoke, drink, and play psp.
Then everyone parted as xiangyang , edmond and caleb had lesson but not me.
so i went home, also, meeting kyle at my house.
Promise him to go dota with him, end up got a headache.
Maybe the side  effect of the sleeping pill is reacting.
GODDAMN it.
so i slept while kyle set off to find babu and when i'm awoke, it alr near 8 and i'm here to post.
while nothing special today, but hols in one day time!
OH MAN.
=D
alright, let me catch some more sleep before the headache cracks my skull.



maybe,love is never the way i thought.
Is the thought that loves.

it true, and sad to say, a greater power come with a greater responsibility.


All hail,
The Freeman.

alright.
today is defintely not a day for me.
First, woke up late.Had a test at 10.30, i woke up at 10.20.rush rush rush all the way to school.
lucky didnt get bared from test.
well the test was a okay one, manage to finish on time.
after that, went 628 market with caleb and gnay and had lunch and i swear the hornymasturbating kukubird prawn noodle is awful and i swear agian, it will be my last time patronising the shop.
IT BULL SHIT.
okay, carry on with the bad day , part 2.
when back for a two hour lecture and guess what?
the teacher dismiss us in 15 min claiming that there is nothing to teach?
wtf?
wtf?
wtf?
it suppose to be a happy event. but i assume not as common test is around the corner and yet that idiot release us so early.
FINE.i shall depends on my own.
then went to cafe library to slack with gnay and caleb , slack slack slack, then off we go, cause slacking is boring.
went amk central to meet kyle and chenfeng, and end up slack slack slack agian, but this time, we had dota game.
Game ended,we went to find zy and leonard as they were eating. Alex tag along.
Eat half way, raymond called and called us for some catching of people i wanted.
so i brought a small stuff to assist me in a better catching.
Well, went to 728 for some discussion and end up didnt go home.
AND HERE COME THE EVENT OF THE DAY.
had a big quarrel in 728 with raymond.
shouting like some idiot in coffeeshop.
and almost fist up.
quarrel &quarrel.
push & push.
and final desicion made, i'm out of this whole shit.
Feel pissed off, but kinda relieve cause No more burden.
well, bus-ed home and here am i to blog my shit-ful day today.
I GONNA SPEND MORE TIME WITH BABY, AND STUDY HARD.
=D thanks leonard , kyle and chenfeng! apperciate it.
Alright, BABU ONG JIAN YOU IS IN MY HOUSE CLAMING THAT I HAD SPENDING ALOT OF TIME ON BLOGGING.
okay, off i go.
ciaos.

Raymond , please, next time you want people show you respect, please show some respect to others first.
You got the respect you deserve , and i remember, i got the respect i deserve.

 
All hail,
No more Always Standing Tall.
Perhaps Together With Love.

Man,shag shag.
came back from lesson.
autoCAD test was kinda surprise.
I saw the drawing, thought it was hard, but i manage to finish most of it.!
=D
well, i think i will get a border line pass.That better then a faiL!
After that, we proceed to lab work.
And i swear the teacher is a muthafucking sialan one.
and that idiot spend half an hour balancing the mild stone, and making us like a idiot to keep telling him did the balancing machine moved.
Well, after the stupid balancing stuff, we had some debrief, which everyone has been waiting for.
The moment the class end, everyone was like freeman from jail.LOL
Well, went to koufu to meet xiangyang,caleb,edmond and diane as they were having their lunch.
Had fun disturbing caleb about him and his scandal.
CALEB HAS A SCANDAL. ( hope gerri sees it!)

after that, walk to YCK bus interchange and and parted from there as we make our way to wait for bus.

saw jonathan on bus!
and i dooze off on bus.

Well, reach home and had my dinner and i'm here to post this shit.=D
baby is watching his senoir band performing at NYP auditorium.

Still deciding whether to meet kyle anot.
cos i'm like freaking tired.




The image of yours strikes my mind,
whenever this song plays throught my eardrum.


All hail,
Always standing Tall.