TayDeMin.
It been a month since you depart.
How's life above?
Just to let you know, no one had ever forget you.
Hope you are in peace now.



For those who had their dear one passes away, rmb, '' Forget how they pass away, rmb how they were on earth.''
They are now in heaven , free from suffer.=)

Set Off,From Where We Sent You to.

A day had soon passed.
people come and go,paying their last respect.
Demin,did you see the amount of people who came?
Those are people who cares about you.
Those people had came to see you for the last time.

The holy monk gave their prayers.
hope this provide you a safe journey throughout.

Hours & hours,
The time for you to set off was here.
We gave you the last grand respect as we gathered under the same roof,
and pray ahead for you.

Follow up, your casket was held by the hand of your brothers.
Zhengyan,Junyan,Cedric,Sotong,YongQuan and more.
and the rest was in prayer.

As the door closed, many cries pierced through the atmosphere.
&
We all follow behind the van, 
to send you off your last journey.


Distance we miled,
and poem we shouted,
to give you the last&most memorable journey of your life,
As you headed to mandai for cremation.

Mandai was a long way,
but all of us kept our mind occupied with memories of you,
and the journey seems a stone throw.

You reached the hall,the monk gave you the last prayer
&
we gave you the last 4 bows you deserve.

The most upset and torturing part arrived,
as you were push into the flame room.

we watched your coffin,slowly entering it.
again,
All of us cried,as we all cant bear to leave you.

Demin, i know it's hot.
but bear with it, cause after this, you will be free from pain.
&now,
You are a freeman at last.

All of us,with a wet face covered with tears board the bus back .

On the way, i saw 'Downtime' upon Upper Thomsom street.
It just reminds me of the time we had our fun and fights.
My tears rolled down again and more.

Demin,We had send you through your last journey, 
and it time for you to set off from where we stopped.

Put down all your worries and fustration.
Carry on.
You will always be in our heart.
Never will we forget you.

Demin, I Love You.

Hope you will appeared in our dreams to tell us that you are fine.

Every people out there,
lets take a little of our sleeping time,to pray for Demin.
Hope that he is doing fine in the netherworld.
cause you know, he will be the one we miss in the reality world.

Demin,You will always be in our heart.

Always.

Rest In Peace, My Friend. 
TayDeMin / ManMan.

Well, Blog is dead. Now it's alive.
How i wish life like that. but i know it never happen.
Cause today,
A familar face has gone,
A pair of eyes is never gonna blink again.
A mouth that never gonna speak again.
A pair of ear never gonna hear again.
& A friend of mine has gone to neverland,& never will he come back agian.

My GoodFriend , Demin / ManMan,  has past away.
It was only yesterday, we met, and we talk and we play.
& today, you are gone. 
How rude of you to be gone without bidding a goodbye.

You had any idea how much we miss you when we know we never gonna see you again?
You had any idea how sad we were when we see you lying motionless on the bed?
You Had any idea how lost am i when i hardly recongnise you when i see your face so pale?

Rmb the time?
We went escape,play go-kart like no-one business.and we almost whack the mother fucker who pointed me a middle finger along with denny, gerrold and jiawei and all.
We went denny's BBQ,and Zhengfeng got drunk and we played him.
We got into fight, although we are outnumbered, we put on a good fight and you came to my rescue when you see i'm dropping.
We did something real silly at the bishan carpark at midnight 3.
We played the game R.O.C.K rock,and act like coachroach.
We create a gang called 00linkinsiao.
We gave a hell of a beating to the cacausian who bullied joanna.
And those night life together seems all so unforgettable.

ManMan, do you rmb?

I beg for you to answer me, when i was talking to you.
I wish for a second life of you.
but i know my request are redundant
.
 knowing now you are up in the heaven to enjoy your life above, it does relieve me alot.

I will always remember you, always remember the time we had together.
Never will i forget you.

Everything just so sudden, and it hard for me and the rest of us to adapt life without you.

All we can do was to miss you,think of you, and pray for you.

Hope that in your next life , life turn to be a better one.

&if i'm able to choose my friend again, you will still be the one .

I really miss you, ManMan.
but i know there's nothing i can do, but to pray for you.

Hope you get to see this,and realise how much we missed you.

People,Let pray for this very hard-will individual to Rest In peace.

Let wipe off our tears, and be strong.

Let not remember how he past away,
but to remember the time he were here with us.


You will always be my best brother.
ManMan / TayDeMin.

Rest In Peace
&
I Miss You.

In Loving Memories Of TayDemin,
1990-2008.

Damn it,I'm Insane.
Take away the pain,
Take away the hurt.
Baby, we can make this work.

I think it never fair, for me.

When i learn to let go  of what i held previously,
What i held presently let go of me.

i don't blame you for letting go of me,
i blame myself for not being able to let go earlier, and cherish the present.

Oh cool, i realise i didnt blog for like 3 days.
never mind, i love doing stuff in one shot,
so here we go!

9th of June.
alright, as usual, went down central for my dinner, meet leonard and Zhengyan plus kyle.
had my wonderful dinner, and surprising news came.
congrats ZY, you are allow to keep some kids for yourself.HAHA
congrats kyle, welcome to the family.=D
Ate alr, had some dota game and we set off to kyle's crib with ZY. Gave kyle some briefing on his stuff and jw and ken came.
so we decided to go to ZY's crib as both mum and dad were overseas!
reached there, saw fatty karen as she is back from his thai trip
so talk cock, play, watch tv, fool around. trick ppl, and fantasy.=D
end up, everyone finding a cosy corner and fell asleep.
woke up, eat our breakfast and we are rdy to go home.
It was then karen came out with a powerful idea, and was the help her keep her laguage back to her crib.
well, seeing her helpless, plus she brought me a nice tee, me , senyang, jw send her bacck.
i swear, the cab driver defintely spoilt our good morning.
he couldnt even understand our instruction!
ask him stop, and moved, and letting the meter jump like no one business.
fine.
got home, took a bathe, and i off to sleep.=D
10th of June
woke up pretty late, stand by and get everything ready and i'm off to meet cathy tan xueqi.
damn long never meet her alr.
so we set off to PS! and watch kungfu panda.
and i tell you, that show was hell of a hilarious one.
from the start, you can laugh till the end.
well, finish your movie, tot of heading back central to have our meal.
but on our way back, we passes by newton circus and we decided to stop to eat.=D MUNCH MUNCH.
ordered stingray and omelette.
i tell you, it damn full, the serving was very big.
ate, and eat, and ate and eat.
it's alr midnight, so took cab home.
send her home, and i'm off to my bed!
well, couldnt sleep, so went down CF's house along with senyang and kyle.
as usual, fool around there.
left there about 4 am and this time, i fell asleep the moment i reached home!
11th of June.
woke up at 2 pm. brush my teeth, change my gear, and i went down to the open space downstair to skip.
done with 2 sets. 1st sets of 3 min non-stop skipping, and 1 sets of 1000-times skipping.
damn sweaty.bathe and everything, meet zy and co at radiers.
had my dinner with ZY, and meanwhile, kyle,noelle, karen, kenneth,kiat ,leonard came.
Had a great talk on sex, and virgins .LOL.
then karen head off to work and we proceed with dota game.
meanwhile of dota game, noelle and leonard when home.
After dota, zy went home and the rest head kyle house.
met orhpeh's son(senyang) at there.slack and talk cock.
and jiawei and joyce , genesis came.
had our supper at KPT.
Then we are off to Downtime for another around of dota.
Really enjoy myself there.
Bus-ed home with ken, genesis and kyle.
and i here to blog!!!!!!!
alright, i'm freaking tirred now.
it alr 7 .30 in the morning.
my bed is calling for me.
nights everyone!
i mean good morning!


The Reign Of Final Chapter,
The Battle For The Last Stand.

somehow i feel, the feeling no longer the same like it use too.

All hail,
Bands Of Brother,
Always Standing Tall.

Alright,Alright,
today is also another day, which like every other day.
Well, woke up pretty late and i on my com and start doing the routine checks eg.msn,friendster,blog and blah .
Then end up meeting xiangyang!
poor xiangyang, it time for you to get over diane.
had my dinner and we went over for DotA.
After, kyle came and we went to hub to shop for kyle bag.
kyle saw one that catches his eye, and when i saw the bag , i was like, wasnt that njw bag?
after that, we acc xiangyang to wait for his bus ride and we set off to 728 to find zy and co.
talk cock, drink and eat. 
then, zy got jammed, then we sat down and talk about the up coming events while leonard had his meal.
Then, soon, we went big mac and saw liangxiang and co, chill at there awhile, then leonard ancd chen yao go first as they got something to do,then off we go to fountain!
cos baby and michi ,co. was there, so wanted to see baby awhile saw went over.
chatted abt how LOK aaron can be, and we fool around and yihua came and javier was looking at me, praying me that i wouldnt disturb.
LOL.
but praying never seems to work.
LOL.
then bid baby goodbye, and went kyle house to eat his ah ma's BA ZHANG.
i tell you, its motherfucking nice.
then slack and play at kyle's house .
then acc kyle buy his cigs and i went home. 
and i'm here to bloggggggggggggg.
okay, so i blog and blogged.
=D

OH GOSH,i miss baby much eh.

okay, i want sleep already.
NIGHTS . =D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D=D

i still believe when you says, it another perfect day.
without you.

As the rythm goes,
One dot Two dot Three dot RED!